Is it only with me ?

To the days when i struggle to stay sane ,

To the days when i feel like not getting up,

To the days when i feel like just sleeping ,

To the days when i feel like that i do not deserve anything and just pain ,

To the days i end up not being able to study ,

To the days i struggle to accept that i am human and need to be happy ,

To the days when all i want to is to please others except myself ,

To the days when i beat up myself the whole day with guilt ,

To the days when i feel that i am not good enough ,

To the days when i project myself as strong and unaffected while i feel just the opposite ,

To the days when i feel i need others approval

And most importantly to those days when i forget how to be myself and love myself